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why do im always the loser at the end … didnt i did my best? … or is it just that i over done it? … im reflecting on who am i in the past and i saw that two personalities have been made by my experiences … one so serious and one so carefree … being serious doesnt get me nowhere thats its why ive kept myself from being serious … the carefree me makes people laugh or just smile … ill be who i am when you first met me … at least there you shall see me … i will wait for your love for im not in a rush … for a meantime being friends with you shall be the greatest honor u have given me … and for that i love you more and more … till seasons changes …
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“Not many people know when love starts. More than a friend, but not quite lovers. A delicate relationship like this changes gradually as time passes… just like a changing seasons”
–Kanzaki_Kyoichi
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i hate myself feeling somethings that aint have any basis … i know its wrong and dont have the right to feel it but i cant stop myself … and the feeling shows … maybe im just a dreamer dreaming of reaching the star … doing the impossible possible … making things come true … but all of things are worth it because of her … though im dying inside i will still push through for i wont give up now … now that im certain of what i feel i will not hold back … though all of this may result to pain or joy … so be it … i have live my life in pain … this is my life full of pain, full of sorrow … thats why in the years that past i have made a a different personality … one that copes up with everyone around me … but now i dont know what personality made by experiences that i myself didnt encounter till now …
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“Sometimes Waiting For Somebody Ends Up At Nothing But For Me Waiting For You … Its All Worth It And Still Not Enough”
–Kanzaki_Kyoichi