Supplemental Fact to The Fact
*I was jailed 7 times for assault of many persons.* 4 times I started a fight and 3 times I was called to fight … I was at high school … I never learned how to control myself then .. I maybe be a very very bad boy in my high school days … but since I didnt gain anything from it, So I just tell myslef to always smile to relieved my anger … and one factor that changed my attitude is when my auntie died, the one whose birthday was same as me, the one who took care of me when I was small and the one who will always have a smile on her face no matter what life would bring. First Ive never understand why does she have to smile … but later when she died, when I saw people crying, Ive realized that she doesnt want someone crying thats why she would carry a smile to that person and somehow ease the cause of sadness in one’s heart … That’s why I admire my auntie, she knew how to be strong, when she makes someone happy she would use it as strength to her life remembering that the one she made to smile would never have to cry … Ive later adopted to that life and Im quite comfortable to that way … Even if Im alone I would just close my eyes and see the ones I made to smile then all would be okey …
Believe It Or Not!
Last Song Syndrome – Elton John – I Want Love
ahummmm … ahummmm … need to concentrate … need to focus on something called LIFE … lol … waaaaaaaaaahhhhh ang lapit ng ng 14 wala p akong kadte … uhmmm who needs a date?! .. err .. oh I remember that I always have a date!!! … We always go out and everything … Its ME, MYSELF and I … they never leave my side and they are always there when emotions would run through my veins … eheheh sounds like a a fool or something but its the truth … I have come a,long way just being alone and I have adopted to such way of life … thats why sometimes I dont want to be alon bec it makes me bored in life … ^^
Fact About Me
I was jailed 7 times for assault of many persons.
Questions And Thoughts In My Mind
Why do people changed? Maybe because they changed for the better or worst but no matter what the value or essence of that person/thing would never changed if only one would remember what they mean to one’s life … I dont think that Im making some sense … Just live life no matter what happens just look back and there would always be someone to lean on … I have thought of killing myself many times but each time those thoughts would come I just think “hey they are people who would cry for you, doesnt it that you dont like to see someone crying?” right then I would just smile …
*another baka post … ^^