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why is it that i feel so much pain, much much more that i could possibly just die … is there something wrong with me? am i wrong to be here? is it right that to protect someone you love you must hurt him more? but why am i still standing? why do i keep holding on? ive mastered the way of hiding unbearable pain by just smiling, need noone but me in times of pain … of the things why she … ive cried for many nights thinking of things that only she can answer yet why am i thinking of it? is this obsession or just plain falling in love? i know what obsession means and i know its limitations but why is this happening to me … of all people why me? is it bec. im just an unwanted person craving for attention? i guess not coz eventhough i stay quiet i still attract attention … my mind is in chaos but still even in chaos my heart shines for her … one thing is for sure im still gonna wait for her even if all she can do is being friends with me … i thought of myself that i can do the impossible possible but i guess sometimes im right sometimes im wrong … ive touched my lives yet noone have touched mine, am i always be the “giving party”? yes i love doing it “think of others rather than one’s self” but i guess im not superman, not being hurt nor feel pain … im what you can call “the greatest pretender”
I Love You No Matter What You Nor Do … But All I Can Do Now Is Just Wait And Keep On Holding You – AI